Hello, everyone. This might be the last message I post, anywhere. My real name is (held due to security of life of new Christian). I live in Quetta, Balochistan, Pakistan. Yes. The capital of the most backward, underdeveloped provinces of Pakistan. I think my parents are beginning to get the idea that I have left Islam. My dream of coming to the US, well, is more of a fantasy. I don`t think my parents would let me. Not to an infidel nation like America. And even if they wanted to, they could never afford it. And I don`t want to live here any longer. But this isn`t about any of this. I have found God! Do you know how truly wonderful that is? And I can`t wait to meet him. So, I`ve... decided to take my life. I know God does not like it. He would not approve. So pray for me! Pray for my soul. Do not blame my faith in God for my death. As I`ve said, there are worldly reasons... but it would not be right to give in to the world. I want to meet God, in Haven. This is not a joke. Only a sick mind would play a "joke" like this. This is real. So, please pray for me.