The sun's fingers on the face of the earth were crying out for the awakening of the day, but when darkness dances in the chambers of the mind, even the sunlight seems so scarce.

.  Darkness.....how many black things circulate in his veins like blood. The black cloak of darkness had not only made Catherine's life miserable, but had also taken away her aged father's courage, her mother's hope, and her brother's pride. In her search for a bright evening, she had made a mistake that had brought her to the threshold of a dark night of sorrow..

She wanted to go back, but all the ways back were closed.   For whose love he changed his religion, rejected the sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ, auctioned off his father's honor, turned his old mother's hope into shock, and made a non-Christian his companion. Today, he has become the cause of his death

Catherine belonged to a backward village in Punjab where her parents and brother worked in a brick kiln. Extreme poverty had turned them from laborers to slaves of the kiln owner.  He had taken so much money in advance that it was impossible for him to return it.  Despite this, they had a desire to educate their daughter so that she would not live a life of slavery, so they enrolled her in the village primary school  Catherine's incomplete uniform and broken slippers were her hallmarks at school.  Catherine was the only Christian girl in the village who went to school. Being a Christian and poor, the girls at school did not like to associate with her, but despite this, she did not suffer from feelings of inferiority. He had only one goal in mind, which was the target of his life.  The wheel of time kept spinning fast. The girl whose name was completely dirty, her uniform was broken, her slippers were missing. She had secured a unique position for her educational institution by securing first position in the entire district in the matriculation examination.  It was proven that she had enough talent to pursue further education and obtain a doctorate in engineering or any other professional degree.

But the same poverty was looming. After a little courage, Chandu Masih contacted his pastor, who gave him hope that there were many Christian NGOs, many rich pastors, and very big churches with many resources who would bear the cost of our worthy daughter's education. Chandu returned with hope in Christ and dreams of his daughter's bright future in his eyes, hoping that the priest would soon deliver some good news.  When the priest came to their house after seven days, disappointment was evident on his face. Her mother and father were eager to hear the priest's answer.  The priest didn't have the courage to tell them how to turn their hope into despair, how to tell them that people who earn millions of dollars in the name of the poor cannot afford the education of this most worthy girl.  They can distribute  castlu gifts  for their good name and cheap fame, and can serve food worth millions of rupees at leadership conferences, but they cannot afford the education of a girl child. Ultimately, it was decided that instead of pursuing further education, Catherine would be enrolled in nursing school and would pursue further education there.  With the help of the village priest, Catherine got admission in the nursing school of a government hospital in Lahore and a few days later she moved into the hostel. Unfavorable circumstances had befallen her here too. Her lifestyle was completely different from the other girls in the hostel. Poverty was written on her face, which is why many girls did not get along with her.However, her roommate, Fatima, who was Muslim, understood Catherine's constraints and was very friendly towards her, which gradually turned into a sincere friend. Her mother also took great care of Catherine and would cook and send delicious meals from home for Catherine and her daughter, and even buy and send identical clothes for both of them. Gradually, Catherine started visiting  Fatama  house. Often on weekends, Fatima had only one brother, whose name was Zain Ali. He often dropped Catherine from her home to the hostel. Zain Ali used to do all the chores for her. Zain worked at a car showroom, while most people  knew that he was the showroom owner. He often took the showroom's cars for personal use.  All this artificial splendor and pomp was because Zain was not only a showman but also addicted to drugs.  Zain was now starting to take an interest in Catherine, although Catherine had no interest in him, but she was so burdened by the favors of his family that she couldn't even forbid him.

So, at Zain's constant insistence, a friendship developed between them, which gradually turned into love, and all of Zain's flaws began to appear as strengths to her. The girl, stricken by poverty and rejected by society, had a bright future in mind, but it was all based on lies.  Time flew by and Catherine completed her nursing training and managed to get a job at a major hospital in the same city. Meanwhile, her love for Zain Ali continued to grow rapidly until the two decided to get married. Although Zain's family was very kind to Catherine, they were still not willing to let a non-Muslim girl become their daughter-in-law. Therefore, Catherine and Zain rebelled against the circumstances and entered into a court marriage. Zayn's father got angry and kicked his son out of the house. Catherine and Zayn rented a house and started living in it. Catherine's parents were unaware of this relationship. They lived in the hope that Catherine would soon free them from the slavery of the kiln owner and take them with her. But Catherine was so engrossed in her new life that she never even thought about her parents. After two years of married life, Zain's health began to deteriorate due to his addiction, which led to financial problems in the family. At the same time, Catherine also discovered that Zain Ali was not the owner of the showroom, but was merely an employee who brought the cars he had replaced, which actually belonged to the showroom's investors, and he had been fired for his involvement in the theft of a car.  Now he needed Catherine not only for food and drink but also for money for drugs. Catherine couldn't help her parents even if she wanted to because Zain would take her salary away from her as soon as it came. It had gotten to the point where she had to do odd jobs to pay for the rent, electricity, and gas bills. Despite this, the situation at home was not getting better. The amount of drugs was increasing, which required more money. It had even reached the point where he would attack Catherine and often seriously injure her to get money.  What she thought was a bright future had become a life of torment. Catherine, fed up with the situation, decided to separate from Zain Ali and quietly left home and went to a hostel. Zain did not like this at all and became very angry. He went to the nearest police station and filed a case, saying that his wife had converted to Islam and married him, which his parents were against.That's why his parents and brother have kidnapped his wife, taking jewelry and millions of rupees in cash with them.  The police were also looking for the last paradise. When they found out that a girl was going back to her religion after converting, they did everything they could to stop her and went to Catherine's house to arrest her parents and brother.  When his family found out about his marriage and the FIR registered against him, his mother suffered a sudden heart attack and died before she could be taken to the hospital, while his father suffered a stroke due to high blood pressure and his brother was arrested and sent to jail by the police. When Catherine found out about the whole situation, she was very shocked. She considered herself responsible for the whole process.

It was already 11 o'clock in the morning, all the girls had gone to duty, while Catherine's room was not closed, nor had she come to the mess for breakfast. When the warden was passing by her room, her phone was ringing. The warden knocked on the door, but there was no answer from inside, which worried her.  Due to the loud knocking on the door, girls from the adjacent rooms also came out and everyone was worried why there was no sound from inside. Finally, they broke the door and entered, and Catherine's body was hanging next to the fan in front. After the formalities, Catherine's body was sent for postmortem. After the postmortem, there was no one to receive Catherine's body. The mother had died of shock, the father was in the hospital with a stroke, and the brother was in prison. So a charity buried Catherine's body as an abandoned body